Have a little faith in me.

Hey guys, its that time again.. Yes! I am updating to tell you i'm still alive, if you care that is. :]

How the hell are you all? I hope you are all fanbloodytastic me darlings.

So since my last post i've been Leeds festival which was the best weekend of my life. I saw loads of bands which I will list in a second but most of importantly after that weekend I sorted everything with my ex and we are back together which i'm super happy about. It has been.. a month or so I think? Something along them lines! I'm dead chuffed about that as i've never been able to do longer than a month.
The bands I saw were;

Friday
The Prodigy
Maximo Park
Ian Brown
Enter Shikari (2nd time)
Gossip (2nd time)
Bring me The Horizan (YUCK.)
and watched loads of comedians.

Saturday
RadioHead
Yeahyeahyeah's
Brand new
The View
The Living End
Kids in Glass Houses (x2)
DeadMAU5
Lost Phrophets
Gallows
Gaslight Anthem
Crystal Castles
Passio Pit
3OH3

Sunday
Kings of Leon <3

Kaiser Cheifs
Fall Out Boy <3
New Found Glory
Alexisonfire
Madina Lake
Sonic Boom Six
Florence & The Machine
Little Boots

Personally you can NOT get better than that.. unless you put Panic in there :]

So, other new news. I HAVE STARTED COLLEGE & I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I have never ever loved being in education so much. My college is super relaxed and you get treated like an adult. Everyone is dead nice, i've made a bunch of new friends so its all exciting and new. Plus I know loads of people in the upper year so its dead fanbloodytastic.

I have a nose ring. I've lost weight. I don't of horrible roots... erm?
OH ALSO, I AM SEEING JAMIE T NEXT WEEK.
My boyfriend, Dom, bought me tickets! I am sooooooooo excited, his new album is awesome!
Check it out guys.

LOTS OF LOVE, SPEAK SOON

AINE XO

Hello everyone, how are you all? It has been a while don't cha think?!

I thought that because I rarely come on here, I should every now and then give a update of whats happening and if im not dead yet! :D

So, I came back from my 2 week holiday in Turkey on saturday morning. Best time ever. Because I know loads of people over there, English and Turkish, it was amazing! Because they have no drinking ago you can get served everywhere and everyplace. This holiday has changed my whole perspective on everything, i am more grown up than I normally am and I feel so much better about everything. I cried so much on the last day :( Can't wait for next year.. Just hope my turkish boyfriend will be there ;) we can pick up from where we left off ;)


Also, before I went on holiday, I had a boyfriend. He lied. He was a bastard. He didn't last long. Simplez.

In 9 days I am going to LEEDS FESTIVAL <333333333 which is like the best thing ever! Kings of Leon, Fall Out Boy, Prodigy, 3OH3... & A LOT MORE. Auasdhashgfsdghbfsghbvf/////////////

As you can tell I am so excited about that.

 

 

Thats it from me, whats happening with you?
Do tell :)

 

 

OVER 'N' OUT

Hi guys, friends & people who have stuck by me.

Right, the real reason for this blog is.. well i'm stopping my PROJECT 365 and I feel so bad about doing it because I really wanted to stick by it. I know I have only a couple more days to go but.. I just can't do it. If I did finish it I know for a fact I would not feel any different about myself which I was aiming to do. Not many people will read or care about this but I wanted to make it clear that I am sorry that I have let myself and my friends down.

I realised I don't use buzznet that much anymore, I check to read and look at my friends blogs & pictures which are truely interesting. But I don't ever do anything else.
Please no one thing of me less because I do feel bad about this.

Nicole, Regina, Dani, Staci, & Sofiat. Thank you all so much, your a bunch of amazing girls and you have always given me hope. I couldn't of done it without you.
If you ever want to talk and want to get something off your chest, message me/text me/facebook me/twitter me.
I love you all so so so much, your stars.

Thank you, Aine xo

Do not like this much.
I listen to the song over & over again.
This lacks in creativity

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Our fingers lock but the pull is too strong.
What held us together is decaying & rotting to the bone.
I'm being taken, far away from you and my memories of the people who care if I live or die.

"Look up there." You whisper.
Your body grows smaller and smaller until your just a black shape, cascading from my mind.
I stare at the night sky wishing for your pressence but all I see is stars & their starlight.

As I think of your touch, bolts of electricity fly through me.
People would die for this touch, for your touch, MY touch.

I'll never let you go, I never want you to go.
Just promise me, you wont fade away.
Please never fade away.

Happy or sad.
No matter what, they always end up bottled up in our head.
We carry them where ever we go.
Even when we try and screw them up and throw them away;
they end up uncoiling and breaking free.

I store my memories in boxes.
Empty shoe boxes.
From train tickets to gig tickets,
to new experiances or revisted ones.

I lock them up because i'm just scared
that if I say my memories out loud
they won't seem real to me anymore.

My wings are broken, torn and sore.
But for some reason you won't mend them.

My wings are spread, beautiful and strong.
I fixed my wings with love and laughter
all on my own.

I relied on you too much to help me
when I needed you most.

But now my wings are together, I can just spread and

fly.

away.

 

I hope you both have a fantastic day :)



Happy easter everyone one!
HOW MANY EGGS DID YOU GET?


I got a big easter egg hunt and I did it in a cat mask (:

Even though I paticaually don't like her, I read her blog because she puts some good music up there.
I went on it today and read her recent entry.
And eesh, it really broke my heart and I truly felt so sorry for her.

This is what she wrote:

"I kept almost nothing of you around. It made me sick to see those things. I bought a hard drive and moved every picture and video and hid them away in the bottom of a box. I took the painting you painted for me and wrapped it in tissue, you wanted me to have those painted flowers forever, and now, never again. I took the book, the cd and the shirt I ordered because I wanted to always feel like I was supporting you, even when my money didn't matter, and put them in the bottom of that box also. I left every card, every flower, every picture frame, ever ticket stub from every movie we ever saw, I left the ticket stub from our first date, I left the ticket stub from our last date hours before I left you and the time you pulled me closer and told me Billy Joel was singing "she's got a way" just for me. I left everything you ever gave me. I only took the very first love letter you ever wrote me, the one where you promised to never hurt me, where you told me how lucky you felt to be loved by me, and in it promised me the world.

I moved this week and I found that box. I was wondering how it would feel to see those things again. It felt terrible."


Even though I have said the occasional "Ryan doesn't deserve here" or "I hate her" when they were going out.
She doesn't deserve all the hate mail she is getting off "RYRO" or "RYHAWK" teenies because the truth is, Ryan did cheat on her.
What she is going through must be absolutely horrible. Plus she has been in hospital. So basically she isn't having the best time at the moment.

Even though my respect or love for Ryan will never change, what he did was horrible.
And no one should ever be put through this.

 

 

Aine. x

LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING.
I STILL HAVE THE WRIST BAND ON.

Hey monday were goood.
Candles <333 is so good live :)

Kids in glass houses were alright.
Don't really know anything by them except the lead singer is DEAD posh.

Fall Out Boy... WERE FUCKING AWESOME.

They played so well!

I will explain more on my picturessss.

I loved this year so much it was amazing but I was fucked over a lot. Im getting over it in my own time. I would like to thank everyone on here who helped me more than my friends from school. It means so much to, you are the people who helped me out of my shell and stopped me being scared of people who will judge me and myself.
I love you all so much.


THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A AMAZING YEAR BECAUSE SERIOUSLY, YOU ALL DESERVE THE BEST.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



And a important thank you to Panic at the disco, I could'nt of done it without you.
&hearts;

Especially you, Ryan Ross, even though its hurting me everyday because im not with you, you kept me going.

YOOOOOOOOOO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS, I LOVE YOU ALL.
I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN AMAZING DAY(S)

I HOPE YOU ALL GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT.

Don't go tooooooooooo crazy : D
HAHA, GO WILD.


MY PROJECT 365 IS ON HOLD FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS.
IM GOING AMSTERDAM TILL SUNDAY!

I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL WHEN I GET BACK.

LOVE YOU XO
HAPPY HOLIDAYS.


AINE x

MY MICROSOFT WORD IS GOING CRAZY

BUT CHAPTER 2 IS WRITTEN UP.

AND CHAPTER 3.

 

WAHEY. PROMISE I WILL POST WHEN ITS SORTED.

 

LOVE.XO

STARING TODAY :D

title: Good Charlotte - I want candy

Ohhhhh god.
Today I did my mock GCSE French Oral.
It wasn't THAT bad but it was so embarresing.
I HATE SPEAKING IN OTHER PEOPLES LANGUAGES.
Not because Im racist.. its because I feel like im disrespecting their culture.
I know.. PATHETIC.

Oh well!
My friends are coming round now.
I will be back on later though!

LETS HAVE SOME CHATS!

I wrote the first paragraph of my storey! IM GETTING SOME WHERE WITH IT GUYS! :D

title: Creature Feature - The greatest show uneartherd.

Hiiiiiiiiiiii Everyone.
Im very chuffed at the moment, I have finished loads of my ICT coursework.
Because we have had this teacher who taught us ALL our work wrong so we were lik 5 weeks behind in work.
I've catched up ALOT.

My Katy Perry tickets came in the post today;
My mum text and and I was like "WOOOOOOOOOO" in the middle of class.
Haha, crazzzzy.

Eakkk; Im starting the 365 project sooon.
:]

I might even start a video blog..

WHICH ONE?? =

x

title: The Cab - This city is contagious.

Im soooo happy! Seriously; I feel dead proud of myself.
So most of you know its Children in Need and me and a couple of friends did a fundraiser.
We wore or cheesiest Pajarmas and went round getting sponser money.
We raised a massive £81.06p!
And my friends mum is adding £20 which means £100!
(I dont know how much in different currencys; its ALOT anyway!)

A news reporter took our pictures and we are going to be in the news paper.
Woo! Im very very very happy guys!

I did it last year as well. :]

I have a party tomorrow and Ice skating on sunday.
Im soooooooooo scared about the ice skating because Im AWFUL at it.
Wish me luck, haha!

How are you all?
Have yous ever been on tv/a news paper? If so why? :)

title: Katy Perry - Hook up

It was my friends birthday; I cant believe she is sixteen.
It soo werid how me & my friends are all growing up so fast because before we all know it we will be setting off to college.
Going our seperate ways. Meeting new people. Making new friends.

Eap. It gives me this massive lump in my throat because Im going to miss my girls so much.
It really wont be the same.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE.
Today was reallly fun. I sang Happy Birthday sooooo loud in the canteen, I was picked to do it because Im the loudest of the lot! I got people in the canteen to join in and the birthday girl went BRIGHT red.

It was cuteee ^.^


I really hate the weather over here atm.
Who else hates the weather near them?
Whats the weather like near you?
Tell me :]

title: Orson - No Tomorrow

Last night was amazing! :]
It was a really good gig. It was at this place called Apollo and thats the only venue where I live I havent been in.
The sound is amazing in there and its just good to be in a big venue for a gig.
Most of the bands I go normally go see are in this small/medium venue called The Academy.

It was so much fun. I might post a picture laterr but Im very tired.

Im too tired to type much :]

HOW ARE YOU ALL?

title: Scouting for girls - Keep on walking

Im seeing them tonight; im not really fussed to be honest.
I do like them.. but not that much.

I got the tickets when I use to lovelovelovelove them.
But I dont was much anymore

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY - MY BEST FRIEND FALLING OFF HER CHAIR.
DONT THINK I HAVE EVER LAUGHED SO MUCH IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

G2GGGGGGG.

LOVE.XO

title: Katy Perry - Mannequin

I have bourght tickets to go see KATY PERRY =]
Im verrrrrrrrrrry excited.
I lovelovelovelove her. Im absolutely buzzing about it because I think she is beautiful.

Couldnt post yesterday because my internet went down; hahaha.
But I went into town with my Gee and we went shopping and had lunch.
Was nice to catch up with her; hadn't been just us two in ages.

When I got off at the bus stop though so guy tried to attack and dragg me off somewhere.
I was so so so terrifed but I managed to get away but he kept following me.
I was thinking the worest because I was so scared.
My dad came and chased him off. I thourght I was going to die.
Seriously!
Urgh; creepy fucker.
:(


I went to Gee's house and stayed at hers but my dad walked me because he didnt want me on my own.
I kept jumping and looking over my shoulder everytime I heard a noise.

Horrible.

Good weekend though. :)
Weather is rubbbish

SCOUTING FOR GIRLS TOMORROW! WOOWOOWOO!